So i've started a new blog.
not gonna link it here, at least not yet.
would like to keep it private for awhile, before all these kaypochees come butting into my life again.

cheers.

If only life is as simple as math, being able to calculate the possibilities and knowing the correct ways to get the right answers.
As the clock is ticking away the seconds, i would not deny that i'm excruciated by the ways human. The whole idea and preference of human towards the ideal life eluded me.
Yes, I'm learning more and more about life, about what matters and what not. Sad to say but true, some things are just too good to be true. &i've also realized that people are always expecting far more than you can ever achieve. or more than you ever want in your life.

Why?

Is life really all about getting a high-paid job?
Is life really all about getting to the top?
Drive a luxurious car?
Live in a big ass multi million house?


For?

i believe some thinks that those achievements are more of a proving the capabilities of one self and all.

but still, what if that's not the life i'm looking for?
and if i were to tell them the future i see myself in;;
would they laugh?
(oh i know they will talk, front or behind me. that's what people do, they talk. don't they?)

As much as many of you out there are denying, we are all taking the safe way out, aren't we? i know i am,
following what seems the majority is doing, high school, college, universities. get your degree and masters bla bla bla.
the PROMISING way.
im sure we have all thought about choosing another way out, but how many of us are actually brave enough to put thoughts into actions? choosing and becoming who they really want to be?

i know a few acquaintance who did it.
and boy, how they are loving every minute of their life.
i just wonder, would i ever have enough courage to do so?because i really want to.
studies really are just not "my thing"

this post is as random as ever,
just a thought that suddenly swept thru my mind.
something for me to ponder about. hmm.

oh well i guess at the end of the day, i'll just forget about the idea and continue my revision for my Sociology test tomorrow. and the thoughts will come back again, soon. i know my drift.
crap. i really gotta go study now. 4 chapters and im 12 hours away. daymn -_-
=)

see ya